Being vulnerable is something that doesn't come easy for
me. I am so use to adapting to difficult circumstances instead of standing tall
and saying that I need more.
Being that "I'm fine" person whenever I'm asked if
I need help or is everything ok is draining. To be honest I'm afraid of being
disappointed and let down that I would rather put the burden, worries and
stress on myself...
Why am I ok with being everyone's shoulder, ear, and crutch
when they need me, but too afraid to say I'm not complete and I need you as my
shoulder or ear this time around?
I absolutely enjoy helping others and making them happy, but
somehow I feel no one should be able to give me the same in return that I must
make it happen on my own.
This is hard for me because it’s admitting to myself that I
have to face my weaknesses and fears and that's scary. I have to end this
dysfunctional pattern.
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